Tuesday, September 29, 20096:38 PM

Long Overdue

I think I should have posted this sooner, since there are people who asked me what am I going to do with my life, and all I can answer is "Que sara sara". Time to sort out my goals, minor and major, and stop analyzing the probability of completing it. i'm turning 21 soon, time to make a big song & dance (if I haven't done so already) about my adulthood.

Minor goals (little steps to gain full fledged adulthood in 2 months time. OMG)

1. Obtain driving license before turning 21.
Ok, let's face it, it's kinda impossible for me who can't do cycle-motor, have bad hand-eye coordination and bad memory. But! I'm taking my basic theory (MANUAL! YES I'M HARDCORE!) this Friday, so no one can say I haven't TRIED. Tonikaku, I will get my license. It's just a matter of time.

2. Decide on the universities I want to (and can) attend.
I have got my eye set on CMU-ETC. But one must always have a backup plan. Right now I'm beautifying my black & pink website (the now-defunct princessteddy.com). Seems like an impossible task...

3. Finish one collection of clothes (regardless of season, paintings only)
This one is kinda impossible. First, I need to get in the mood to paint. Then once I get into the mood, I need to set up (scan my scribbles, clean it up) and by the time I'm done, either some work stuff comes up (remember, my work is SEASONAL, so not all times I'm busy, or free) or I lost that mood to paint. If I force myself to complete it, it will look like shit. And I will trash it. Thus I waste my effort.

4. Upload photos into my com (then on blogs or Face-freaking-book) regularly.
I have 2-3 months of photos in my camera and handphone that I haven't uploaded into my com. Don't know why I procrastinate on this. It's kinda... hard... to find the wire, shove it into my device, stick the other end of wire into Krystof and copy paste away. Even harder to upload them on the web...

5. Learn dressmaking
STOP BLOODY PROCRASTINATING!!!! *bats self* This has been in my head for about 6 months? I keep saying "It's too expensive (true by the way), it's dubious, it's too far, wrong time, no time" Aysh. I should start to do something about it... Maybe after getting my driving license... hm....

6. Remove stupid wisdom tooth
AH-HA! I can cross this out of my to-do list next Tuesday cos I HAVE BOOKED MYSELF AN APPOINTMENT FOR THE SURGERY TABLE! Yes I'm sadistic, but no, I'm not enjoying this cos some friends and a certain Parrot are more sadistic about this than me. They enjoy SHARING THEIR EXPERIENCE WITH ME! Omg why? Why is this HAPPENING TO ME??? You can keep your experiences to yourself cos I'm about to have them soon. And maybe I'll join the sadistic "Torture your friends with wisdom tooth removal process" club afterward.

Major Goals
1. Get married?
Hahahaha. Yea. No plans yet (as if. I want a daytime wedding, intimate by-the-sea affair with sprinklings of blueish purple hydrangea amidst the white & breezy setup (No tents please, au naturel preferred) I will be wearing this beautiful gown from VERA WANG!!! (omg have I mentioned I have already joined the Vera Wang RSVP Club? Hahahah yesh I'm wedding-insane)

2. Have kids?
Right now, no HELL WAY AM I GOING TO LET THOSE UNDER 3 FEET TALL BUGGERS NEAR ME. NO WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. But maybe 10 years later, I want my daughter. I even bought a toy for her. Will post up the pics later. It's damn cute I tell you. Just like my daughter =D

3. Get a Fashion Degree
Did you see that coming? I mean, WOW I'D BE MAD NOT TO PUT IT IN!!! Hahaha I'm going to have the craziest (future) resume. Hahaha But like I care. It's never too late for a dream. Never.

4. Work for Vera, or open a bridal store
I'm probably saying this in a wedding-bells induced mood. Or maybe, I just like fairytale and helping people plan, sort, organize (just as long as I not a victim of me =D) hahaha whichever way, it sounds like fun. And I've already got some ideas to get this ball rolling. Just need moolah.

Yeap, this is my wishlist for the future. Oh yea! About time to make a birthday wishlist =D *whistles happily*

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