Monday, December 15, 20087:28 PM
I feel mean
I'm doing all I can to stop myself from swinging from 1 emotion to the next. I'm feeling sad, angry, jealous, lazy, generally pissed at anything that moves. And I don't know why. Actually maybe I do, but if I list it out I will prolly hurt a few people here and there. Bah. I'm so bored it feels lonely. See, everyone is in the busy club. All have something to do. Yea, I have something to do, but after an hour or so I stop...and then get bored and wonder why no one can play with me... Why do I feel like I'm the only one that doesn't like what I'm doing. I don't like being me...
Anyway I'm generally pissed at the slobs I'm getting for this project. I gave them like, what, 2 weeks to research, and they can't even.. ##$%$!$@#@ Nevermind, I'll get a vein or two burst if this keeps up. And why haven't they gotten the freaking island? how long is it going to take? It's stalling progress can't you see? Slowpokes. Tortoises. Aliens!!!
Why do I know people that think they are the only ones in the world that is sad or suffering, and other people are expected to treat them like Kings or Queens once they get into the 'emotional, tortured artist' stage? Sometimes I find such 'artists' who fight for their own 'space' and 'freedom' selfish sods who don't know the meaning of consideration. They don't care if what they do or want affects others around them because their world is all about 'Me, me and me' There's no one sadder than them nor can there be people happier than them. Somehow they'll find ways to overshadow you, and what you feel is insignificant, and you're just a pawn in their big plans.
Then why are there sad sobs desperate for girls but never see what they look at in the mirror clearly? Obviously, if you think you're a good catch and yet no one is caring there's something wrong with you. Like what Russel Peters said, don't hit above your range. If you're an average looking guy, stick to average looking girls. This is a battlecry for all the girls whom the guys think "Don't look hot enough for me" but still has that heart of gold guys never tried to look at. It's not fair guys can be superficial so girls waste time and money to doll up. Tables are turned you sods, go get your Armani spray, clean up nicely and workout every bone in your body. If you don't put in effort to get the girl, don't expect any girls to look nice for you. You don't deserve their effort. And watch out, even the prettiest rose has thorns, but the plain looking jasmine smells the nicest. HRH has warned you.
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