Monday, May 12, 20086:39 PM

I was never meant to be happy

I guess I'm one of those types that can never attain happiness. Maybe I never tried. Or perhaps everything around me is happening in such a negative manner that I lost hope in everything.

Everyone is leaving. The guys are going NS and Jaime is going, Mr Lim is going, Parrot is going, the ones that are staying doesn't make any difference in my life (some worsen my experience). It's going to be so lonely. And then, I'm prolly gonna go away to study, so I'll be leaving. By then, Ruru and Mikuru and BJ would have left me in sorrow.

Just like how Rei left. Just like how the 9 newborns left me. And it's all my fault. Even Shredder... Death by water, Death by Princess Teddy...

Everything that made me happy just leaves like that... I rather they never appeared and I never knew happiness. And then the saddest thing is, among those that are leaving, that glimmer of happiness also left... That hope I was longing for.

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