Friday, December 14, 200710:09 PM

I need someone

I don't like my life now, cos it's full of unwanted stress from my family, and a certain irritating lecturer -Mon. Right now, I just want to be able to do what I want, go where I want, buy what I want without caring so much. I just bought a NDS and treated my bros to lunch and I'm already feeling the pinch. Well, for someone that can't spend as freely as most of my friends, I guess it's normal to feel horrible after a shopping spree. But I hate that. And I hate it more when people around me can just spend money like drinking water. It's so irritating...

And it's very irritating to hear people bitching about money problems as if they are the only ones with money problems, and see said people fritter money away on games and meaningless activities. It's like what??? You don't need those stuff yet you buy it, so you deserve to be broke and "in-debt" forever. And anyway, it's not like you need to feed yourself and care about electricity bills etc, or take care of 2 brothers. So stop bitching. It's effing pissing me off. Oh well, said people feels like a selfish person too, so I'll not bother with them anymore. You don't and never will hear me screaming "Sian!!! I need more money!!!" every 5 minutes.

Anyway yesterday, we had a farewell dinner with Dio, and it was kinda fun, just sitting around crapping, then stand around crapping. Geesh, we really can stone anyway in the world. Other than some selfish lameass people that kinda spoiled the dinner in the beginning, everything was alright. Then me and Nigel realised that we left the Wicon key in the lab so we went back to school to get it. Don't know why everyone else tagged along. But anyway, a couple of them decided to stay overnight at Jaime's room to see Dio off. Wanted to stay too but can't... And I didn't bring a change of clothes so... bah!!! Anyway, there is no such thing as goodbye, especially when there's email, msn and for some of us, SecondLife, to contact her with. Still... felt kinda sad being unable to see her off. But as long as she is not flying off alone, it's ok. Anyway kinda pissed off at said people for being fickle minded and dragging everyone to stone longer. Zzz, why can't they have a mind of their own? They are saying things like: I feel like staying lei, Let's TF whole night la, We can get a cab down, bla bla bla. Then later when some people are staying, they say things like: What if Dio see us then start crying, bla bla bla. I don't like this kind of people that likes to drag people around.

But anyway! Dio!!! We'll miss you~!! *hugs*

ルル　is on a Diet!! He is so fat now that he needs to flatten himself to go into the tube. *dies laughing*

Anyway, I need someone to talk to. Someone that wouldn't interrupt me with loads of "Yea, I know how you feel." or "It's for your own good" or disagree with me and give negative comments like "I don't like the way you think". And I don't want people that says "You can talk to me if you are sad" because usually, it's just lies. Maybe all I want is just someone that does everything I tell them to in the best way possible. A maid is out because they lack the intelligence, or don't understand me well enough. Maybe it's time to build a huggable robot...

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