Sunday, November 04, 20076:22 AM

Someone kill me already...

Princess Teddy is feeling so gloomy now... Of all bad things to happen, my com has to catch a virus, and me a dreadful flu...

These few days I don't feel well. Maybe cos school started and I haven't gotten used to anything except slacking, or maybe cos I supposedly got backstabbed by a good friend, or maybe cos I'll be graduating and the rest will be going off to Tekong for "entertainment" or maybe it's time to decide which path to step on.

For the last bit, it isn't really very promising. First off, I've got paranoid parents (see: back home by 8pm or get 50 missed calls per minute), secondly, I've got a spending virus ($20 gone-in-a-minute), but that's better than some happy guy buying off the latest games every other day, and yea, my financial system isn't looking very promising in the near future either. So I'm getting a bank loan, I can't go overseas, and I can't get bonded either (see: paranoid parents). Whee... what a bright future I have.

I'm currently considering:
1. working my ass off to get my CMU Masters, if they allow maybe a 10 year booking period.
2. Going off to La Selle to do either Fashion Design, or Fashion Merchandising
3. If need be, go off to smoo, kill off my creativity and freedom of speech and get my degree in Business Management or Social Science.

But... firstly, my results need to be good! And how can I ace this semester when Hardware Shaders is out to kill me!?!?!? So yea, get A for Mo-cap and Flash, and maybe scrap a B for ogre, because it's teamed with Nigel and Han (yea I forgive him...) anyway.

HOW CAN I TAKE IT ANYMORE!?!?! PROGRAMMING IS DRIVING ME NUTS! I CAN'T GO TO SLEEP WITHOUT THINKING I HVNT FINISHED RENDERENGINE AND I'LL BE LETTING LOADS OF PEOPLE DOWN! Why did they place such high hopes on me anyway... I just got lucky... And I just got uber good peeps around me... I can't program to save my life, and I can't manage my time so that I can work on my fashion portfolio. Heck, I haven't even written my resume for Topshop...

And I don't have a love life. All that comprises of now is dreading everyday cos I still see him whether I like it or not, although I have no feelings for him anymore (just a crush thankfully), and staring at 麗 smoldering out of the poster every morning.

But yea, I sent out an enquiry to La Selle, and hopefully they'll tell me, I'm the one and only they are looking for, quit NYP now and join them, and all my fees are fully paid. Hey, a princess is entitled to dream too right?

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