Saturday, October 20, 200712:47 PM

Princess Teddy is in love

多分。。。

Anyway, before that, ルル is now in maximum security prison. It's not very pretty, just a huge, blue tub. Well, this little guy is barely 3 months old, and already a full fledged escape artist. Remember the last entry? Well we replaced the net with a double layered one, but guess what? 4 hours later when mom and dad comes back, there was a huge hole on the bottom layer, and ルル was scrambling around inside the pouch, trying to figure a way to get out. WHY!? I felt so bad putting him inside this horrible dark cell - the blue tub. and this morning, he looked so sad and weak, didn't climb to my hand, and I swear his eyes are smaller... *sob* why...? It's probably terrible being confined and such... but I can't set him free to roam around cos he'll get squashed and all. He ain't as large as a cat, and the birds that fly in occasionally might make a meal out of him. *shudders* Gonna get him a proper cage this time... I wonder if I should set him free...

Teddy loves strawberry cake. So much I dream about them but unable to eat them. I dream Sandy opened a bakery with loads of strawberry wedding cake. And I was in-charge of sampling. But I don't know why, Buggy appeared and hindered me from eating it ="= *wails* I can't even eat it in my dream? why? *zoidberg pitiful face*

Teddy also loves a guy. Well, Teddy doesn't know if it's just a normal crush or something more serious. But Teddy knows that if she doesn't see him, she'll get sad. So Teddy likes to make excuses to see him. But Teddy didn't lie when he asked why I didn't want to be alone. Teddy just don't want to be sad. Teddy knows he probably just thinks Teddy is a little spoilt brat, and just goes along because he doesn't want anyone to be sad. Teddy became happy because of him, but also sad because Teddy knows he'll not like Teddy, and he probably has someone else. Teddy doesn't want him to leave but knows he will... He keeps doing and saying stuff to make Teddy happy. Teddy wishes he stop doing that, because Teddy doesn't want to get the wrong message. *sob* Teddy just doesn't want to be alone... probably. Teddy wants to grow up now... Teddy wants courage to tell him.

Whoever that is reading, if you know who he is, please do not tell him. I wanna tell him myself. He doesn't come here anyway, so I feel safe posting here. Just feel so sick trying to contain everything ><

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