Thursday, July 05, 20076:55 PM

Teddy's Breakdown


Folks, say goodbye to the ferocious teddy. In place shall be a cute cuddly, obedient Teddy. Why the change? Because Teddy decided not to complain about Bugs anymore (except to my usual partners in crime... hehe). He won't change and will never change. And thus, Teddy decided to embrace Bugs-dom and be bugged to death.


*audience mummers: tt's pretty surprising, how you gave in so easily..."
*teddy bats audience silly* ="=


No stupid, I didnt give up my fight against Bugs. I just decided to go with the flow, i.e: come late, sleep, watch vids, draw, slack and ignore bugs. Yes, I've attained the enlightenment of slackhood, and I shall never lift a finger to work again. How silly though, gaining enlightenment from 2 people I despise the most in the office: Otaku and S.D.


Anyway, bugs isnt asking me to program some rocket science theory crap. His tasks just sounds ridiculously horrible and difficult for an anti-mobile games person like me after all. I grew up on PC games and my dear PS RPGs. Not silly finger games on mobile. My mobile cant even run those games and I'm glad of it. Else bugs would exploit it for game testing the way he exploited my interest for designing. Thanks to him, Teddy is now wary of flaunting Teddy's talents. Bah, I guess that'll teach me to be arrogant.



Oh wiat.. I digress, this post is about peaceful Teddy, not complainsome teddy. I'm beginning to hate complaining. teddy shall now look at the brighter side of Life.

Bright sides of Teddy's Life

1.) Teddy isnt born with terminal diseases like fur problems, cotton-clotting etc


2.) Teddy has a lovely family which consists of:
a.) Otou-sama = my going senile but still retaining that odd wicked sense of humor dad. He keeps saying he can cook, but doesnt know Mom and I are hawking his every move with a fire extinguisher in tow... But he's a fun dad, and bails me out when mom's mad at me. a nice breakfast partner too. We always share food... so nice =3
b.) Oka-sama = my batty mom. I mean it in a good way. For those who read my previous posts, my mom is more or less the sculptor of my early childhood. Which probably explains why, when I'm rebellious at work/school, I'm still (and proud of being) my parents' girl. Ok, my mom is schizophreniac I think. Scary and cute at the same time... Mayb I take after her. I dno.
c.) My 2 adorable (ok puke now.. kidding! *fends self off Bros' hammerings*) lil bros. Ok, they are not lil anymore, but I hope someone stops the process of maturing for these 2 guys. Hey my bros look good but I want them to look cute like before. And also behave as cutely and obediently as before. Sometimes I wonder why was I so mean to them in the past. And now I'm regretting. Bah, I'll go concoct a de-aging potion for them now... But anyway, *spooning odd syrup into test tubes* my bros now are nasty inconsiderate fellas who seek to distract me from my work by asking me to buy them weird nonsense and pointing out my ever expanding waistline. Hey cant blame me, who didnt wanna go gym with me eh? And also seek to depress me by refusing to go out with me... *emo in a corner.. stirring bubbling purple mixture in test tube* Nonetheless, my bros are cute, and will be... hehe... *seeks one bro for testing purposes*


3.) teddy has friends. Yes yes, sounds stupidly like what ahem would say, but unlike him, teddy dont choose friends. Cant help it if teddy is a human magnet or sth. But teddy knows hw to stave off bad influences... *bares fang and claw*


4.) teddy has a 2nd home. No not a doll house stupid *bats innocent audience* It's DET! Well, minus the unhealthy few (not JM stupid! *bats innocent audience again*) like PCO, heibi, AC, ahem... the entire YR 4.... Yes yes, I've got a family there... lessee der's Nigel, Hansel, Chiny, Hammy, JM, Jaime, Dio, Mr Lim, Danny Koh, Oka-san (a.k.a moo), Buggy, Bman, Jon, Fang, Ryou-kun. Ranking not in order of cos, I'm just listing whoever I can remember. My memory is getting worse... could be more i forget to mention. Jus tag me to see if ure in my 'det family' =3 Can we not graduate pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease? *sparkly eyes* Elmo is adopted by me into our DET family. Hehe... special case


5.) Bugs is not a horrible OIC. Well, the tasks he gives are doable by ppl who knows j2me. Not me though... He teaches.. but asks questions more "in order to facilitate my research into the problem" so he puts it. But apparently, he doesn't understand that teddy is not from RP, and cant fathom what the questions are for other than to stress teddy ="= But still, if I screw up, he'll be der to fix stuff, and hopefully not ask anymore qns...



6.) Crunchyroll exists... Yes yes I can watch my J-Drama and soapies at work. *cough cough* only recently tho, not like S.D who watches by the hour...

7.) I'm not from you-know-wheres. But being here isnt really good either. Just... die a boring death maybe.. live a boring Life most probably... But, there are points #2,3 and 4 to keep me sane in this busy boring place.

8.) I've got my dreams. I dont care if the world ends tml, I dont care if everyone thinks I'm mental. I'll carry my dreams with me til I die. What are my dreams? Himitsu desu.. ~ uwahahaha. I dont care if I die without fulfilling them. Dreams that keep me alive is all that I need.

9.) I loved before. I loved him, I loved the rain, I loved the sky and the clouds. I loved my bedroom. It's prove I'm human and alive. I'm still loving, and wont stop because this shows I'm not going anywhere near coldbloodedness.

10.) I can encourage myself, and even if it lasts for 1 minute, I can encourage myself again and keep doing it. Although doing so decreases my production rate, but who cares. woo hoo I'm alive!!! Hehe i'm getting longwinded, but whatever. If I cant keep myself feeling alive anymore there's... no not razors and knives stupid *bats emo audience crappy* FOOD!! yes yes all the meishi everywhere.... Yum.... =3 and yea, there's point # 2,3,4 too, but currently in IAP, everyone needs to fend for themselves, so... haha... daijoubu minna-chan! Ogenki dane! Kiotsukete =3 I'll see you guys soon! Yakusoku daiyo!

Whee~ I feel so much better blogging a goody goody post instead of an angst filled one... Lately I've been blogging. so cool, wasted an entire morning away... Now, let's see what I can do in the afternoon then... Hehe.. *switches to rollie to watch Liar Game...*

Mata ne minna-san.

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