Thursday, June 14, 20076:47 AM
Teddy's having fun
Kinda... cos yesterday, I had to take leave to find KB to discuss some project proposal. He now is the last person I wanna see, besides AC. Some would know why, but as for those who don't you don't need to know so much.
Anyway, after the boring meeting (he was telling us things we know, but didn't wanna tell him so), we went to find Chiny and Nigel-kun in Ms Jaime's room. Uber cosy room, despite the mess. In fact, I think the mess made everything look cosier. =3 And there was a comfy red sofa Ms Jaime bought for the office. Pretty neat to be able to deco your office like that. That's just one of the very little good things being in NYP. Anyway, we went lunch, at Ms Jaime's fave coffeeshop. Nice chicken there, Yum! Will bring elmo along next time.
After lunch, we manage to persuade JM to take the rest of the day off. I accompanied him to the Polyclinic to deal with his dizzy spells, headaches, etc (hehe), but it was an hour's wait at least to get a doctor, and I figured we'll be really sick by the time we got his MC. So we went to roam at AMK. And I get to drink bubbletea!!! *happy grins* And I tried the crispy mushroom elmo's raving about! Abit oily for my liking, but it was a nice combi of crispy batterr and juicy mushroom. Has a salty after taste, and the pepper adds a herby scent to this dish. We sat by the fountain and talked a lot of rot, well not really. And I just realised how dysfunctionally cute and scary my family is. I don't think I'll ever bear to leave my parents. Then again, I'm a schizophreniac, so, whatever =) more on that later...
After stoning at AMK, Jaime invited us back to help her with some marking. Of cos we went, but we didn't mark. Anyway, I took this really neat test, about your arty DNA. Will post my results later. After that, JM showed us a game, Rollercoaster Tycoon. For an old game, its graphics are awesome, and get this: it's even more realistic than SL. Really cool, reliving the rollercoaster experience. =) What's lacking is just the cool air pressure on my face, the maniac screams from behind, the breathlessness of it all, and the triumphant feeling that I've just conquered my fear of heights and falling down-yet again =) Ah, I wanna ride a real rollercoaster again...
We met Ms Dio and went to Wheelock Place, Fish&Co for dinner. It wasn't a deliberate choice Elmo, even if this morning was a joke, I actually feel guilt-ridden last night about not eating it with you. But we'll go eat it when we get our pay ok? The dinner was fun, cos the 4 of us were trashing the corporate culture of this place, how boring and confined this place is, despite practising democracy etc. And how structured and stiff everyone was. But bad stuff aside, it's cool to know how Ms Jaime sets milestones (and actually hits it) in her life. For me, my ife is screwed someways or another, but I guess it might not be too late, especially if a certain project takes off... *daydreams of chocolate waterfall* Um, nevermind that.
Anyway today, Elmo and JM played a prank on me. Again. I'm glad I didn't fall for it, tho it's the wrong kind of prank to play. Cos I've been pranked this way before, and after that, my friendship with 2 of my very best friends gone awry. So... bad memories overcame me after I found out I was pranked that way. Of course, now that I'm more matured, I reacted differently, and so, I didn't screw anyone's life up this time. If anything, I'm still drowning in guilt. I could have helped them walk the right path... But that's a long story now, I'll just bury it back...
About being a schizophreniac, it kinda shows in my image dna test. I'm a homebody, but I love the city life. How's that? Ha... Maybe I can persuade Mom and Dad to country-hop with me, from Paris, to Milan, to London, to New York, L.A, to Tokyo, Hokkaido, all the busiest places in the world. But I guess by then, Mom and Dad would probably just want a cozy place to rest in.
I decided not to persue games anymore. Totally have no interest. Even in doing RPGs, I only want to craft the story, the world, the lives of the characters. I'm not interested in programming. It'll only pull me further from me - the arty, pitch-perfect-now-almost-tone-deaf, fashion-slave me. I'm already dying in the office, bits of me scattered from the porch, to the reception to the toilets, my chair, the pantry. It's really tiring doing what you don't want to do. I'm sorry to those who took the time and effort to make sure I don't fall down the bottomless pit of failure in this course, but if anyone looks closely, I'm already desperately grasping on to whatever little interests I have left of this course in order to maintain my sanity. I've a feeling I'll lose everything after IAP. Please don't let me go now... あたし の 友達。。。 先生
とにかく, for now I'll have to grit my teeth and bear it. Thank goodness boss shifted me to a much simpler task, tho I'm still kinda solo-ing in a way. Oh yea, I haven't been updating the log... Damn, my memory fails me when it comes to boring stuff. Oh wait, memory? What memory? I can't remember anything anymore if I don't blog it... ="=
Yay D-Grayman 35 is up! Crunchyroll's abit weird lately. Am I the only one who noticed? 0.o *nibbles chocolate cookie* teddy needs to stock up on cookies tomorrow... *stares at almost empty wallet* *sobs*
Here's my results, I re-did it just now, but I think the results are more-less the same. Hee
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