Last night I cried myself to sleep. Cos I was thinking of some random stuff, and then suddenly I realised, I have no one to ask to go out with. And no one asks me out anymore. Do I not have friends now? Do I not belong in anyone's close friends list now? What has happened to me? Omg... I hate myself, the loner I am, staying at home watching these bloody anime, getting lost in worlds I can never be in. And my own world suffers in comparison. I hate my life

But today is a day of redemption. I finally got my haircut. And someone up there obviously got a hold of my suffering and sent down this angel called Nancy to be my hairdresser. Ok, she's not fantastic, given the lousy mood I was in, anyone that could straighten my hair is an angel. So there she was, a pregnant angel, doing what hairdressers do, i.e. fussing about the amount of hair I have, how curly my hair is, how I should go for rebonding etc. Oh well, they never considered my feelings, of being stuck with this... bush (laugh, whatever, i got used to it), for like, 11 years. Bah. Anyway, I had my haircut. That's that. Now the thing is, if I didn't blow dry it properly, it'll be some stray mess growing on my head. Tsk tsk. It's hard to get low maintainence hair when you're me. At least I don't go bald fast. *sniggers*

Anyway, the second good thing I did for myself was... to go TCC and have a cake. Yea, haha. Um, the service was... ok, cos I guess there were loads of people going there (weekend afterall...). At least they smiled. I felt kinda adult-like sitting alone, ordering stuff and paying my own bill. Everyone else treated me like a kid =/ Oh well, it's good to be out alone once in awhile... um, for my case, it's almost everytime now... Eh anyway, I'm gonna post some pics. Please don't mind the low-resolution, my phone's a T610 (yes, it's ancient, but it's the only phone I liked).

Ok, as you can see, I had a very chocolatey field day. Um, I know TCC's famous for it's coffee, but I ended up ordering the Mint-choc frappe, with creme. When you wanna be sinful, go the whole hog, that's what I say >D Well, I didn't taste much mint, but there's a good mix of coffee and choco. Kinda disappointed cos I thought the mint might add a kick to my current boredom. But still, it was chocolatey goodness, though I didn't finish it, cos... too thick for me too stomach (surprise surprise...). Anyway, while waiting for my cake (goodness knows why they took so long to serve it... do they re-chill it?), I was watching some RJC ppl mime-ing around for some Deaf Association (sorry, as a 'typical' Singaporean, I do not do research and commit to memory charity names. Oh, except NKF). I wanted to donate after tea, but don't ask me why I didn't. Anyway, the cake arrived (finally). Because cakes at TCC have been so hyped about, I was kinda disappointed upon tasting the cake. For all that wait I been through, I rather served it frozen. Or maybe I don't like my cream soft... Whatever it is, Ole Ole Oh (don't ask me why they called it that), has enough chocolate to satiate me, and the bitterness of coffee nicely balanced the sweetness of vanilla cream. And the thin oreo base makes for a nice contrast of texture. My only complain is that the cake was too moist, too creamy, the bitterness too faint, that it tastes almost like kiddy tiramisu. I might as well order their ti-RUM-misu. Though I didn't feel like getting drunk... Somehow, the cake choices were limited (no strawberry cake T.T). But... the drinks... I really had a hard time choosing... The total cost: $13.15. Quite worth it cos it lifted my mood a little more.