Friday, June 23, 20063:08 PM

Taskete minna-san...


My brain tells me im gonna die. I dno.... relly... dis world is becoming meaningless because i made the wrong choice. i dno y, i nv considered that all this was because i was stubborn, n because i was too obedient at the same time, and at the wrong time. wad m i going to do wid my life nw? i keep asking myself dis, n plan ahead, given wad i haf. n it seems, i'll b wasting 2 more years of my life, before being able to do wad i wan. rite nw, i jus wanna die. i know life isn abt wad u wanna do, but the consequences tt comes wid wadever u did. so life sux, n payback's a friggin b*tch. wad comes ard, goes ard i guess.


I'm nt gonna wallow in self-pity, tt's so nt me. so it's either i kill myself n get it over n done wid, or chin-up n screw 2 yrs of my life away as glamorously as possible. *bring on e vodka manx!* e latter sounds better, altho it wld mean, failing dis friggin diploma (which i wld gladly do if i hadnt been responsible) , wasting my time doing someting i dun wanna. oh well, is better den killing myself nv seeing my Prince Charming (who might happen to b Mivi-sama, or Uru-sama, or Reita-sama, or wadever my over-raging hormones might conjure up). i oso wanna b the best Mommy in the world u know ><>


I hate myself for planning so far, tt when i c wad im doing nw, it doesnt cheer me up, cos im nt doing related tings. arg ><>


i wanna change blog bg ><>

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