Friday, December 30, 200510:42 PM

New Year recollections


Yesterday, I went Seoul Garden with Dan, ZX gor, Alvin-kun , KJ, Nel and CY jie. Actually, WM also suppose to go, but something came up the last minute. Oh well, there's always next time! Ate til real full... While watching the rest of them eat, ( mainly jie, cos she came late, and had the largest appetite among us...) I went to open the present gor, Dan and Nel chose for me. Hee... It was a PIGLET!!! kawaii-ne!!! Arigato~ Then, Alvin-kun gave me his present. At first I thought it was chocolate, like the Valentine's present he gave. But Dan said it was perfume... I rather it be chocolate cos I have nose allergies. =p But when I opened it, IT WAS MAKE UP!?!?!??!! OMGosh~ what's Alvin-kun thinking? But that was so sweet, after what I been through with my class. There's someone out there that still thinks I'm a girl~! Ah~!!! Arigato Alvin-kun~


Anyway, when we were almost finished, Dan, gor and Nel disappeared for a long time. Then they came back with a Swensen's cake. And no knife ="= I was like... really shock/surprise/on-the-verge-of-tears-again/full-and-bloated-and-cant-stuff-anymore-into-my-stomach. The Seoul Garden waitress gave us a rusty looking bread knife. But it was better than nothing =/ When I was about to blow off the candles, I realised jie was gone. So we waited until the candle was half-gone. Even then, the cake was still solid hard to cut. Because, Dan didn't listen to the Swensen lady to defrost the cake before opening it... But stil, the cake tasted good ^^ Must ask Dan to send me the pics...


I kinda felt like a small kid then, though it was Dan who was suppose to be the small kid ="= But it was a nice feeling... Ha ^^


Hm, after that, we went to Nel's house to watch Narnia. Then we ordered pizza for dinner, while Nel and his bro reheat their dinner. Then, we called Shawn ( the yoga guy ) over, and asked him to bring some funny DVDs, cos Nel's are M18, cept for Narnia ( hoho, naughty Nel) ><. And then, when Shawn came, I was totally shocked... EeEeEeEEeEeEE~!!! What happened to his HAIR???!? Omg... totally freaked out, sorry Shawn, if you're reading this... Long hair doesnt suit him. Especially not unkempt long hair... ah... he has worse hair sense them Ching. Oops... hee... gomen-ne, joking ^^...


Ah... feel so tired... This year seems to be very good to me ... Cept mayb... breaking up with Tong... being the only girl in my class... And not having the guts to tell someone how much I like him... only to lose him to someone else... then, even when he's with me again, I still cant tell him how I feel... But nevermind all this. I cant erase my past, but I can write my own future. I will eventually tell him how much I like him. Even if it's too late. I've already got used to being the only girl in my class. And I just have to endure for 2 more years. And me and Tong... There's nomore room for regret, and I'm glad he's stil a friend.


Good things happened too. I dont mean the gifts I got. Mr Koh asked me to represent DET in the school mag, and I got to be interviewed by LIME mag, nevermind I didnt have my photo taken. A talent agency asked me to work for them on that day too. Though I'll prolly call during my long break. Hope it's not too late? Ha... Then there's JMD, and the people in JMD. It's like having a family, nevermind Danny-kun's cheesy line, hee =p Arigato minna-san. JMD is actually the best thing that ever happened to me during my stay in NYP. Ha... ^^ arigato...especially Yunix-chan, and the rest of the jmdJRs *temp name* Then, there's also my class. No matter how the things they said hurt me, at least they do care for me in some other way. I got so many gors... ha...Thanks guys..*sniff* I guess that present kinda woke me up... Though I still dont know how to say thank-you properly... Na-chan is trying very hard to learn her manners. Be patient. I promise not to be as fierce as I was before... I'll try... >< And also what happened yesterday, made me realise that I was remembered and cared for when I least expected it. Really touched...


And here Na-chan ends counting her blessings, before she drowns the house with her tears... =p


I dont have the habit of making New Year Resolutions, cos I seldom or never have the resolve to keep them =p I think same goes for this year... I will just try to be nicer to everyone... and be braver... especially when it comes to him (not HIM, I'm over HIM already...)...

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