Tuesday, October 04, 20053:29 PM

My Mom's a Tyrant!!!


She's a slavedriver and a sadist too. It's my holidays for goodness sake!!! And she doesn't wanna let me out!!! Arg!!! I mean, it's only BADMINTON-SOCCER-BASKETBALL in SCHOOL! And she lets Nigel go to his friends house and let him go for basketball etc, even on non-holidays. Seriously, she has a problem. I mean, who the heck stays at home 24/7 to do housework during their HOLIDAYS??? And my holidays are so short and rare too! Arg!!! She's a bias freak. Then, she starts nagging about my phonebill. I mean, it's not fair, cos Nigel's phonebill could be way higher than mine, just that she would never know cos he's using Hi-card. And, my phonebill dropped for goodness sake!!! Last month was $90+ and now it's $60. She's mad if she thinks I can immediately cut down my phonebill to $30, which is the basic payment. And tell me now, isn't it true majority of you guys out there have WAY higher phonebills than mine? Hm?


I'm 16 going on 17 for goodness sake. I have my own LIFE, which doesn't include her, or my family, and certainly NOT housework for 24/7 straight. She treats me really unfairly. My freedom is that of an infant - none, whereas my responsibilty is equal to a 21 year old. Everytime I want to express my feelings, she'll tell me," Kids dont't have feelings, just study." And today, she said," I put you in school for you to study. Not for you to enjoy." See? She's a sadist. She wants me to give the names of my lecturers etc. She's mad if she thinks I'm really gonna do that. No way am I giving her phone numbers of my friends. I'm not getting them killed.


I don't think she understands the meaning of 'freedom', 'privacy','enjoyment'. The only thing she cares about is 'money'. Everytime I go to school, she would give me peanuts for lunch money. We are not that well-off, but we can afford a decent meal. And she obviously still has the mentality that the price of food in Polys are the same as secondary schools etc. I faint at this. Seriously, even with the subsidies, the price at FJ is not much different than FJs elsewhere. And, if I eat something else other than Western in the 2 canteens, I'll get a BAD stomache. Maybe it's all in the mind, but trust me, you wouldn't want me to eat that food. I might do a 'ddeng' (=_ =").


Why can't MY MOM understands this? She loves money more than me. She loves everything more than me. I'm like a free maid for her... Zzz... She NEVER calls the 2 *useless, good-for-nothing,waste of time,money and space, moronic, irritating, etc* brothers of mine to chip in in any housework. And worse, they create for mess a mangy mutt can make. And everytime there's a mess (my 2 brothers *kindly* created), the first person she calls (or shouts at) is me. I am NOT A SLOB!!! I share the room with *irresponsible mess-machine* Nigel, and everytime I clear the table, there will be a heap of HIS PAPERS/BOOKS/RUBBISH on it the next second!!! If I don't treasure my hair, I would have pulled it out!!!


I seriously need a break and it seems I'm not getting one. Seems like I need to go part-time to avoid the T-Rex... And anyway, since the Bali bombings, T-Rex chickened out on going overseas. Which means, I get more days of boredom at home. Might as well make the most of it and go work. Sad thing is I can't go rebond my hair in Batam *sob*. This sucks... Cos, that was the ONLY thing I was looking forward to during my holidays... Thanks alot you f*gg*rty terrorists out there.


Is it that nice to ruin people's lives? Why can't you live your life and die by yourselves, and leave us rest of the world, who, treasure our lives more than you do, alone? You people ought to think better. It's not as if the people out there are bothering you directly. If you can't stand what you are seeing, then don't see. You can't force the world to change because of your views alone. Stop being selfish and grow up. You can't prosper if you live in envy and hatred forever. You can't change the world but you can change yourself. Your actions only cause more anger and hatred towards you, and people with higher level of thinking would condemn you for ruining lives. And stop destroying things. You are not as cool as Miyavi-sama, and you don't look good blasting things and yourself to smithereens. And Miyavi-sama don't blast himself up too (=_=')... You're wasting people's time, money, lives, etc with your stupidity. I, a 16 going on 17 year old girl can think logic better than you old men and women(?) out there. Stop your rubbish cos you are seriously annoying the world. Especially me, who, because of your bombings, can't rebond my hair in Batam now. I hate you and I wish you would die early, Mr and Ms Terrorists out there (=_=)


Warg!!! I must be mad... But I was enjoying myself. Neh, mina-san, if you don't like my 'Anti-terrorist' speech up there, and you fear it would cause trouble, please tell me. I'll remove it. But, I'll put it up there awhile to vent my anger. Since terrorists blast people up to vent their anger, I'll vent mine more peacefully. All bcause I'm caged up at home and can't rebond my hair. I think there might be cheaper alternatives. Then again, parents in Singapore are WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY more generous than my mom, so I guess it's rare there would be saloons which charge cheaply and cater to poor souls like me (=_=). However, there might be exceptions. Mina-san, if you know of any cheap place that does a reasonable (I say this because cheap goods usually go with cheap quality) job of rebonding, please tag me. Since I'm so free nowadays (not by choice) I might probably see your message very quickly.


This is the worst holiday of my life

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