Friday, October 07, 200511:00 AM

Lots of Things Unsaid


Firstly, I got a job at Breadtalk. Finally. Ha... Which means I won't be bored during my holidays !!! Whee~ The pay isn't high, but it's better than doing nothing at home. Besides, the uniform looks kawaii~ Ha... ya. But I wonder if it'll look good on me ne? Hm...


Next up, Jae says my singing voice is not suitable for commercial uses ( I think mina-san knows what he means.) This is because I trained in Sop 1 for 3 years odd? Not blaming anyone now, 'cos I neglected training what they call 'zhen ying' (literally translated : real voice). I keep using falsetto to reach my high pitch. Sometimes that is cheating... But, what the heck, whatever works for me goes... =p So right now, I gotta work on my voice. And diaphregm. I think Fremmy here lacks the usual workout now. Getting rusty... I don't have the song 'Glamour Sky' by Mika Nakashima. I thought it was sung by Nana, feat. Mika? O maybe it was just the album... Ah, don't care. If it's in Nana's album, it has to be good, and J-Rocky. Heh...


The third thing, and also the saddest in my rare, once-in-a-moment happy post is that, alot of people have forgotten me. And they are the people I care about. 1 example would be Kira... That lil bro of mine has a GF and didn't tell me. And that girl was the same one I told him to forget. My opinions of her are very bad, and this is super-reinforced when I went to her blog out of curiosity sake. I've nothing against pierced tongues, in fact, I LOVE piercings. except, why the tongue? I feel she should wait til she graduate and then pierce her lips like MYV and Aoi. It's cooler and more visible. And it doesn't get in the way of eating or kissing... Bla, why do I care? It's his choice not mine. And it's not like I would see her anyway. And it's not like I want to see that... lil bro of mine anymore. I'm so disappointed in him. He has no determination whatsoever. And I think he'll be hurt again. Which is what I hate. I used to be like him, but I managed to scrape through. I hate to wait and I think that's what saved me... From now on I don't want to know this person called Kira, and I wish him happiness in what he does, as well as courage to face any consequences.


I'm worrying about the grading now... I can't think of anything else except Miyavi's 'Aho Matsuri'... And I don't think I can dance that... The beat is hard to catch... Bleh =p Wah!!! I'm gonna FAIL!!! Sad... I really wanna perform... *sniff* Gambade-imas!

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