Wednesday, September 21, 20054:34 PM

Sad neh...


Today feel so down... Wonder why... I saw HIM yesterday... I was happy, but I think he doesn't recognise me... Or is pretending not to. Oh well... I know it's impossible anyway... Why did I even think of it anyway?I don't know why... But I'm stopping myself from crying. I don't even know why I'm feeling this way. But, even when I'm feeling so down, no one noticed. Only Moo, but that was cos I rejected food genuinely(for the first time in NYP i think...)...


I don't know why, but sometimes, I feel so left out. I feel our class breaking apart... And because of this I feel sad... Weird out. I don't feel this way usually. Some screw gone loose somewhere in my brain... Moo, Yan^2 's lab people seldom join my lab for breakfast or lunch le... Then, YH plus ZT's lab play cards and brought their own food, so they rarely go down to eat with me too. Then, Tiang^2 got his 04 friends... The people in my lab are busy with their work, so I am alone most of the time... Then, if I go find them, they busy, and I don't feel like disturbing them...I am also afraid of being alone... I just realised that...


I don't know why... Today, there's something wrong with me. I named my thumbdrive 'BooBoo' and annoyed everyone... Gomen-ne mina-san... I really too bored and lonely le...

Ashita Tenki Ni Naare...

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