Monday, September 19, 20052:07 PM

Waseda Shibuya High~


Yesterday, I went with Sakuran to Waseda Shibuya High School for their fun fair. The sad thing is, Melo-chan, Bo-kun, Lyn-chan and the others didn't come along due to some miscellanous reasons... And Gab-kun couldn't wake up ... So it's me and Moo, stuck in the bus with Adam -_-". And I'll tell you what's wrong with him sitting infront of us. He asked us to help him with his LIVE ACTION (think Power Rangers, Mask Riders) PROJECT!!! I was going to laugh myself to death cos I thought it was a joke. But his tone and expressin were dead serious. And oh well, I could laugh later. Plus, Moo was controlling very hard not to laugh too... But the worst thing came when he asked us to look at his SCRIPT!!! Boy, has he too much free time to waste. Moo typed 'help' somewhere, and I cant help but pity him. I could turn away or wear my shades (yes, shades, I was doing a Miyavi today, hoods, shades and makeup) and pretend I was reading, but Moo has the whole lap top on his lap. And being a nice as he is, he read through everything. Bravo Bravo *applause*

Then, Moo and some other seniors I was closer to were selected for Campus Tour. I didn't mind exploring the place alone 1 bit, but I had to ask "What about me?" And then some joker said, "You can accompany Wy". Drats. Anyway, thanks to her, I discovered this nifty corner where they sell cheap and brand new 2nd hands. But I didn't get much time to shop, cos she was clutching my arm, as if I was going to run (ok, so maybe I was planning to ...) She was quite nice initially, showing me the school and all that. But after that, I just wanna go find Moo and the others, cos there's practically nothing for me to talk to Wy about, and I dont wanna bore her to death with my silence. Ok, so she had lots to talk about, but that was with Stiff-kun and the rest during the Maze Q. And I totally don't know what's going on, cos they are talking about what happen before my 'generation' and about people I didn't know. Like I told Moo before, part of me just wished I could be born earlier so I can be part of that interesting 'generation' the seniors are always talking about. Yea, I'm jealous. but I'm Human, so I'm entitled to that feeling.


Sidetracking abit, sometimes I do feel jealous I didn't learn some dance other people (seniors mostly) got to learn. Like the MM dance, the remix they did for Natsu Matsuri, and many other nice dances. I know in time, I will get to learn them, but, I cant wait. Me being me, is forever impatient, forever yearning to learn interesting stuff as quickly as possible. *hopes some senior reads this bit and fulfils my wish* However, I also know I cant rush time, so, while I still can, I will take things in my stride, and consider other people's busy schedule and all that stuff, before I impose my decisions on others. *moving music played in the background* Onee-san, I've grown up, rest in peace and dont worry about me. That kinda feeling now... though, technically, I have no real Onee-san... *sad*

Back to topic. I saw this J-Rockish band perform. Their drummer was uber cute, cos, not only does he look kirei, he is wearing an uber kawaii mouse(?) suit!!! Gah!!! Cute madness!!! I was too short (sadly) to take a good pic of him, so I had Moo to help me. Being tall has its usefulness. Finally. Hee =p Apparently him and a few others took pics with the drummer.... No fair!!! I was dragged around (joking joking) the whole morning and they went taking pictures all day ( exaggerated...)~!!! Then, after a yummy ( but sweet-salty-sour ) lunch of an Onigiri set, I went to find the others at the basketball court. Stiff-kun was apparently 'saving' a praying mantis, but I think putting a mantis on a tree upside down is sheer torture... -_-" Then we took more pics ( ok, not me, but Ari-san... 100+ of it too by the end of the day. Amazing...*sweatdrop*) of them playing basketball, and she took a pic of this uber cool (but stinky and sweaty) Jap guy. Ooooo. And there's this guy that looks like HIM (whom I am trying to forget now, sadly *sob*).


Then the day ended quite nicely, cos, me, Moo, Stiff-kun and Jae-kun went to Ginza for DOTA. 2 rounds of good game. Nice. Dont get me wrong, I'm not really into DOTA. It's a great strategy game that helps boost teamwork among others, and it's really addictive, cos it brought out the bloodlust in me. But sometimes, I feel that DOTA-ing too much will draw me away from reality. Which is not good. Cos I have HIM (currently) and my friends and, though I hate to admit, my family in Reality.


Why am I forgetting HIM anyway? Cos he didnt reply my message in Friendster, or added me to MSN, even though he editted his profile. Which means, he has no interest to know me at all. Something simple as being friends is gone. So, I guess, it just means no hope. Ha... I expected it anyway. But since the beginning of school, I only really really liked HIM. So, my life would kinda be meaningless if I lose my feelings for HIM. Cos I'm someone that lives for feelings and not anything material. And relationship ranks tops. Crushes are not really lasting. It's just a spur of he moment. Like my crush on Moo a long long time ago, and just recently, Ro (AAA) and ZL(0502).Though the current crushes... I don't really understand why, even in sudden madness would I want to like people like them. Like I said, crushes are seriously random. So I'll not bother about it anymore.


It's a long day. A long week. A LONG (and horrible) project. Hopefully, something comes out of it. If not, I'll just be wasting my time in this course. Though I hate to say goodbye, even if I know I'll still see my friends again, I know that my future doesn't rely mostly on my feelings. It's the practicality of my choice that counts. I'm no longer as practical as I used to be now. Maybe cos this is the first time I cant bear to leave a group of people, cant bear to think of what happened as just part of my memories. Yuck... That sounded mushy and so not 'old' me. If I choose to go, it's the cold side of me, the real and practical side that choose to. But I'll miss those nutcases in 0503... Decisions, decisions. Hope a miracle happens, and this 3 week project was all a nightmare, and when I wake up, I'll be grouped with people I like, and be happy, and everyone is smiling again. Yea, I like the new happy me more then the old serious me. Maybe cos I'm back to Junior mode again and I don't have as serious responsiblilities like I used to have anymore.


Dan-kun said that JMD is one big happy family. I'm not sure about the happy bit, but then again, real families do quarrel too, so minna-san, at the end of the day, no matter what you do or say, I'm just glad I've got a family here in NYP. No, I've 2 familieshere ^^. Lucky me. The JMD family and 0503 family rules!!! Whee~ Now come to think of it, I have alot of Onee-san in 0503. Oops... =p

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