Thursday, September 29, 200511:44 AM
Empty
My brain is empty... I just ate a chicken ham and cheese sandwich and now I am slurping on chocolate milkshake. My heart is empty and I'm lost... I can't go on like this... I must switch my point of view so that i wont rely so much on my heart on matters... But how? I must stop my stupid habit of like 'J-Rock' or pretty looking guys too... I'm really tired of, liking the wrong people and getting myself hurt in the process...
Only Miyavi-sama can cheer me up... The reason my tolerance level of that idiotic a**hole is so high is cos I plugged myself into a Miyavi and get lost in his music. Did I mention Miyavi's voice erases all my pain in the world? Apparently it is so. However, I feel like the bomb about to detonate without Miyavi. I am addicted now. That is REALLY bad. However, good news isi only have 1 more day til I can get rid of that f*gg*rt. And come holidays, I'll rid myself of this addiction to Miyavi's voice, and just listen to it as per normal, ie : revert back to normal fan. And, after holidays, I hope I won't see that maggot again.
Really going to lose it...
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