Tuesday, September 27, 20058:11 PM

Biba Biba Bibapuu~


From now on I'll just come out with random names for my title. That, and Ashita Tenki Ni Naare, are Miyavi song titles. Yea. They sound nice, and 'Ashita...' had a meaning. 'Biba' is what I think I'm feeling like now. Childish, yea. I read Deathnote til Chapter 69... Why didn't they complete the translation? They are being mean...


I like Zili. Haha. Don't know why I'm using real names now... Maybe cos I'm going crazy
I keep seeing him when I go ZT's lab. But somehow I feel just seeing him is not enough. He is so kawaii, though his actions are not exactly normal... One could say that he is an attention seeker, he is pretty cute for an attention seeker. =p Ok, maybe I'm bias... Haha...But he is basically my type, tall and big-sized, but not fat. The 'secure' build type. Hee =p But I don't want to do anything but let Nature take its course. Cos, it would end up like Kenny again if I do something... He might be put off with my frankness.


Frankly, writing his name in my blog is a big nono already. But, my blog is fairly obsecure, so, I don't think he is resourceful enough to reach my blog. And, why would he do that? Bla. Yesterday he was so cute. I'm not sure if he did it out of habit, or cos he knew I was behind him, but his actions were really dramaisque and cute. *squeal* K, here's what I mean. He opened the door real wide, then he raised his hands and stopped it from closing so that others behind, or maybe just me *prays hopefully* can get through. But he didn't stop. He just walked on, with his hand still raised. Really cute. Maybe he was still in "sleep mode", cos I saw him in the lift with his eyes closed. kawaii-ne~


I think I'm addicted to Miyavi's voice. Really... He's voice is unique. His falsetto is PERFECT!!! And the low notes give off a very good and sexy vibe... *sweats* And his wacky style, sense of drama, and his crazy personality are so appealing to me. Seriously I'm weird...But, he's the perfect guy of my dreams!!! But in sad reality, he's only my guy in my dreams. So, I've to be realistic. I touched on this long before yea, and since I presume myself as a grown-up, I ought to think more grown-up like. Take my time... Yea, I've got 3 years anyway... If I'm lucky. But, I wonder if he'll choose T.D or Programming...


I'd most probably go for T.D...Though what NL said is true... If I chose T.D, I might as well go to DMD. Ah... headache...


Anyway, the current problem now is, I'll die, go insane, etc, if I don't like someone for a month. I experimented, (yes, experimented) and that was the result. I gone cranky last week. Couldn't breathe. That's why I settled for my recent crush... Bla... I don't know his personality yet... And he might have someone else... Cos, the last time I visited his lab, there was a girl from DMD... and he was the only one talking to her (from what I observed)... Maybe I should ask ZT for his opinion. Somehow, I always go to him regarding my lovelife. Bla. Waiting for him to reply is sucha b*tch. Bla... might as well find him in his lab.


Hm, I went ZT lab... He busy playing game. But it's pointless anyway. However, I went to disturb Voon. Then, Zili went to talk to him~ Whee~ Can hear his voice~ Ha... Nice..Then saw him for a bit... Ha... Getting sick ... Bla... If only I have the guts to talk to him... Bla... Waiting for the rest to come for Dota.

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