Saturday, August 06, 20058:08 PM

The New Me


I'm gonna change. Starting now. No more fooling around, slacking my butt off. I'm getting me my A's. No more crying over what's happened before. I need to grow up. Starting now.

How 'brand-new' can a human be anyway? Yea, sure, you can go have plastic surgery, get a new wardrobe, live in a new environment, change a new mindset, but whatever scars you had will forever be there. Memories stay... And even if they fade... it exists after all, not in you, but in someone else. People you meet, people you face. They don't change even if you do. They don't fade even if you desperately wish them to. Annoyingly, they stay... til your end of time. No one can be brand new... I wish I could. The only end for me, for everyone, for every scar, is Death. And even then, the memories stay...

I'm not hating myself for missing him now. There's no point. I now wait for the time when I can lock my past with him behind. Til then, I just have to live my life and ignore the scars on me.

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