Gah~!!! *blush* Last Tuesday I went out with LP. He is so cool!!! Eeks. I got a crush on LP... Noooo!!! Why does my heart go pitter patter when I see pretty guys? *sigh* He too pretty le, and dressed like Miyavi... But he still looks 'Man'... cos he has facial hair (abit la), and his sideburns are curly *squeals Kawaii~ *blush* Eeks! I;m blushing on the train!!! People would think I'm MAD!!! Arg!!><

B also went there. At first, me and LP were chatting very happily (he say Miyavi is cute and handsome, first time I heard a guy saying that about a guy *squeals*) Then B comes... and I stoned... Was holding my bag tightly cos I don't wanna touch him and embarass myself in front of LP.Really missed his shoulders and arms which made me feel safe and warm...

WQ's OP dont know when... Very worried. Hope he's ok...Dan going to lend me Harry Potter. Lalala~ Dan Dan Banzai! Whee~

Yesterday I went IRC, added a couple of nice peeps in my MSN. I really was bored, finished Math assignment and all (yea I'm fast, dont pelt me with stones). I didn't get a chance to add the girl from NP... Mom was annoying.. walking in and out. She wanted access to my account!!! No freedom, no privacy, Life stinks, so there *sulks*. Nana-chan's death rate is exponentially increasing. Bye all!!! I failed my maths... Bleh

Not gonna think unhappy thoughts now! Think of LP... Kakooi~~ He said he acts cool in school...If that's so he must be very scary...? Cos he's very visual, plus he looks +abit+ fierce... so... *sweatdrops*. Ha... Hope can see my LP again. He reminds me of Miyavi, and distract me from B... Kinda weird going out with both of them...

People come and go in my life. I wonder how many actually remembered me? Or included me in their daily thoughts? Like now, I'm thinking of LP, B, WQ and Dan. Will they think of me too? I wonder if, when people reminisce about their past, will I somehow surface in their memories? Would they remember I exist? Am I "Someone who did something, sometime back, but I forgot who, what and when." or "Does this person exist?"? But I'd rather exist as a shadow then not exist at all.

A week has passed and still no sign of HIM!!! I'm dying~~!!!