Ok, so I wasn't really missing. I was just irresponsible. But I didn't expect such an effect on the peeps.

There was a Sports Carnival yesterday so me, and a few others went there. At first I was only interested in the CS, which is using water guns instead of the usual mass of weapons . Hee... Getting wet is one of my faves. Then the guys wanted to complete at least 8 stuff for the "sense of acheivement" . So we went to do some other really sweaty stuff. Then my worst fear... rock-climbing... *sweatdrop* I kinda dig thrills and stuff, but somehow, I really was afraid up there... I couldn't let go... and in the end I dropped on all falls and rolled over (kinda ninja-ish but I assure you not...) Very embarrassing. And my limbs were sore from hanging up there... Then we played 'Captain Balloon' with Dina and crew. Kinda cool, except the ballon keeps smashing whenever A touches it... Really sore and tired after that... Then we rested by the benches and started crapping about. I turned and saw a ray of light (I kid you not) walking towards me (or rather, my direction). It is HIM!!!! Reason of my Life, Apple of my Eye~ I was spellbound... and thought I must have done something nice that day that Fate lets me see HIM again.... *squeals* Totally cool~ Like his hair~ Nice nice soft soft (it looks soft... doubt I'll have the chance to actually touch it) .

After that minute of bliss, I went for JMD audition... Sucks. I couldn't grasp any of the steps within 5 mins. But it was a worthwhile trip (sort of) cos I get to lame around with the other members. Really nice peeps they are, and Arina looks so cute and pretty. Though I didn't talk to her.. Thought she looked quite intimidating, or maybe the fact that she looks like a pro dancer scares me... But it dragged on til 8+pm, and my phone, bag and wallet were in the audition room. I had about 34 miss calls and 10 unread messages by the time I was done. And my phone kept ringing while I was dancing... or rather, prancing around like a fool...

Anyway, I was rather touched by the peeps that cared about me when they thought I was missing. And rather sorry for making them worry.

And today, I finally solved that dratted Question 2 of CPP. Finally! And I stood beside the guy with the cool Cross earring in the lift. Things are definitely looking up for me. Some people say I'm simple and easily contented. Maybe cos I had been let down too many times by high hopes and wild dreams that I've made such a drastic change in me.

However, I'm still a girl with a broken heart, looking for Love.