Seriously... I'm fickle... Super fickle. I mean, I decided not to hate him anymore, and I even thought of wanting him back... Geesh. I mean, I know why I decided to let him go. Cos it's not fair to blame someone else for my weakness... But to go back and repeat history again... I feel it's sheer madness. Same mistakes, same sadness, same craziness...

Ryu wrote this for me...


"I've been walking,
Lonely with the rain fallin on me..
The road is dark..
I dont know where to go...
Then my heart starts to pump *heart pumping*
I was scared I ran...
I was so scared....
Then i was stripped..i dropped on the floor..
I cant get up..my whole body is numb..
Then a girl came..
She was like an angel..
1st time she was so different..
Then she said "Take my hands and I'lll show u the real world"
I took her hands..
I was saved... By her..
I cant forget her...
I owe her more than my life..." - Reo (edited by Na-chan)

Nice... So sweet~ *laughs* Wonder who's his Angel... *thinks.

I'm so tired now. I saw him yesterday on the train, thinking I would see him again today. But sadly, no... * *sigh* When will I see him again? Strangers forever, (1-sided) love in silence....

Anyway, my whole body stil aches from badminton yesterday/ I used Rh's racquet for fun... Anf it was too heavy for my, my right hand suffered aches... And my butt got 'frisbee-d' by some asses...

Gonna call it a day. SLEEPING TIME!!!