My class can be so fun... At times.. cos, I'm the only girl there, and they intend to crack guy jokes even with me around... So it's kinda awkward... And even more so, when they dont treat me as a girl anymore... I can only hope that by the end of 3 years, I wont graduate a butch... It's very bad for my mental health...

And moreover, I kinda like this guy in my class... hee... just an eyecandy or stress reliever, or a reminder that I'm a girl, the only one in class that can like a guy normally.. Hee... Hope no one will ever find out.. but then, there's this guy that sensed it already... said I was too obvious... which means I gotta stay away from him more.... Drats... I was beginning to treat him like a gal-friend already...

But... maybe I cant even treat anyone normally now.. This is so warped... How can I look like a guy without thinking he can be a gal-friend?!! Arg!!! And how am I going to form bonds with the sisterhood?!!! Arg!!! Blah... The only plan now is to convert the class, (minus the guy I sorta like but treating him as my "sister" now) into the "sisterhood"!! Yea!!! Operation "Da fake-sisterhood" Hai-sho!!!