"We're all looking for a safe place to stay, but maybe there's no such place. But we keep going on no matter what's waiting for us down the road. We don't stop living..." - Mars,Fuyumi Soryo

I finally got out of a nightmare... No, not exactly a nightmare, but a dead-end... Kinda relieve relly... I finally broken up with him... 'Finally' huh? Doesn't sound nice but that's how it felt like... Long and draggy, and when you finally get out of it, it's kinda relieve... though you kinda wished it didn't end 'cos you did have happy memories once...

I thought it wouldn't hurt as much, after all, I braced myself for this for weeks... But it did... guess I'm not cold-blooded afterall... (Heh, you guys out there are wrong in saying I'm inhuman!)... It hurts alot when I went out with him to get some stuff... Especially when I went to places I went with him before... I had to restrain myself from touching him like I did before, 'cos he's not mine now... I released him, and we're nothing more then friends... But strangely, that last phrase is the one that hurts me the most. No matter what we had before, we're nothing more then just friends now... Yea, that's how reality is... Once things change, you can't ever turn it back to way things were before again....

But I didn't shed a tear. Yea, I've finally grown up... Time to face the new stage of my life, smiling the way I did when I said 'Goodbye' to him and our memories...

Sayonara... my past...