"You gave me wings, but I screwed it up. Now I can never fly away from you again. Will you still keep me?" - Na-chan

I hate myself. I'm so dumb, I screwed up my entire life cos I wanted to be loved. B doesnt even love me at all. It was a rushed decision, made cos he was unsure. He doent love me. Not even when he was with me. How can someone do this to me? To cheat me , toy with my feelings in such a manner. And to think, even after he left me, I still held on to the hope that we could still get back together. I still loved him even after he told me he has no feelings for me anymore. Make that, in the first place...

I wont forgive myself for this. I'll never let myself hurt again. Never.