"I know that I never loved you the way I should. Now how can I ever prove to you if could?"- Lena Park, This Love

Ever had times where you feel that everyone's ignoring you, and you arent getting as much attention as you deserve? I'm feeling this way now. I wonder how many out there would hear my cry and dry my tears for me?

Maybe I'm psychotic.. I dont know... Lol, I love tormenting myself at night with past memories, and then start crying all over... feeling pitiful cos no one cares. Then I cry myself to sleep, and wake up in the morning as if nothing happened. It's becoming a ritual now. I guess I need help. I have no one to confide to, being the only girl in class, and my good friends far away from me or obsessed with gaming etc...Maybe that's why I'm being psychotic.

Oh ya, after replaying memories of past events etc, I become more immune to other hurts inflicted on me. However, I'm still trying to be immune to him...

And I doubt thinking about him evertime would work. *Bleh*