Hehe.. Actually this is not my first blog, contrary to popular believes.. I've got one more, "Nanami Aoyama" but i forgot the webbie, etc etc.. Silly me... Anyway I'm stil wondering why I made this blog.. It's 10 Am now, my friends are in school and mine starts 2 months later. Which means I need something to past my boredom... Nice.. "Go find your own entertainment. " , my cousin said that to me 2 months back when I tried to borrow his anime. Til now I'm still figuring out what sort of entertainment I have besides wasting my life in front of the com...
Speaking of entertainment, I dont know if this counts... I'm actually stuck. Me, Melissa, actually got stuck on an emotional problem. something's wrong with me.. too much time wasted on the com, that I'm emotionally brain-dead... Bleh.. Ya, I'm stuck... And overwhelmed with advices and bla bla bla... Maybe I'm just bored, I'll get over this...
Hm... I'll just recollect the mess of events that happened... Er, basically, a good friend said he kind of like me, and didnt tell me anything else after that. We do talk, but I never really got to ask him, "So what are we now?" so I'm just thinking, leave it as friends. Settled right? 'Cos i wasnt sure I liked him then.. It's too sudden... And I'm naturally blur. But I cant sleep nowadays. I keep thinking about this. I dont want to lose him as my friend and all that ( I've no idea why I thought that way.. maybe influenced by Sheldon???) . But the more I think about it, the more I feel that I like him. Ya... I guess that's it..
But I will probably just sit in front of the com and do nothing.. And it's not because I'm mean! I'm STUCK! And I NEVER get stuck before! So I'm going to sit here and act as if nothing happen, not because I want to, but because I'm waiting to get unstuck.
And so now I end my bloggy, WAITING for my friends to come home from school to relieve me of my boredom. Yea, I guess I found my entertainment alright... *evil grin*